More from Kathy Downs . . .
This principle of maturing also applies spiritually. Gaining technical knowledge of God’s Word also helps us to function with more spiritual consistency. God tells us that our thoughts are not His thoughts.
[Is. 55: 8-9] “For My thoughts are not your thoughts, nor are your ways My ways,” says the LORD. “For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are My ways higher than your ways, and My thoughts than your thoughts.”
How limited we are compared to God! Our thoughts must become His thoughts. In my case God was/is allowing the disability to help me grow spiritually.
As I started walking around the age of six my confidence was not there due the fact of being unstable. With each step there was great fear of falling as well as being hurt. Within time confidence was developed, even though, there were and are still times that I fall, but I get up to continue towards my destination.
Is not that is what it is like walking by faith? When we first start to walk by faith, we fall in fear that we will get hurt. As our spiritual legs strengthen, our faith/confidence in God becomes more stable. With each and every trial we see even more clearly our Heavenly Father and Brother are there encouraging us towards that awesome destination.
[2 COR. 5: 7] For we walk by faith, not by sight. Gal. 5; 22, is brought to life; faith/faithfulness and longsuffering/patience which is needed to continue forward.
Involuntary movements are a part of the disability. Overcoming these took many years of mind and body conflicts. An able-bodied person tells his body what to do, and it automatically does it. I must force the message from the brain to the hand to have the hand do what it should automatically.
With years and years of controlling the body from the mind I have very little involuntary movements. Overcoming ourselves very much falls in the same category.
[John 16: 33] “These things I have spoken to you, in Me you may have peace. In the world you will have tribulation, but be of good cheer, I have overcome the world.”
We are to take on the mind of Christ by controlling our minds and not think involuntary Forcing the involuntary thought to a controlled thought with the Holy Spirit. For we do what Rom. 12: 21, says, Do not be overcome with evil, but overcome evil with good. As long as we have Phil. 2: 5, in place; Let this mind be in you which was also in Christ Jesus.
Anything to do with the brain is complicated. This describes my disability, cerebral palsy, which resulted from lack of oxygen to the brain, causing brain cells that control the motor to not function. Throughout the years, to a degree, I learned how to simplify some things in order to do more. When others come in contact with me, not knowing the things that I do, this adds complications to my life. This helps me understand why we humans tend to make Christ out to be complicated even with God’s Spirit. The Bible speaks about the simplicity of Christ Jesus.
[2 Cor. 11: 3] But I fear, lest somehow, as the serpent deceived Eve by his craftiness, so your minds may be corrupted from the simplicity that is in Christ.
The plain truth is that we need to take God at His Word and do not out guess or out figure or out reason Him. The knowledge and understanding that we are gaining should be deflating us. By being deflated growth comes much more easily with permanent Righteous Character changes.
Another lesson is quite a difficult one for us to understand. This is not showing partiality or not being a respecter of persons. As Rom. 2: 11 says, for there is no partiality with God. Along with:
[Luke 20: 21] And they asked Him, saying, “Teacher, we know You say and teach rightly, and You do not show favoritism, but teach the way of God truly.
You see, God sees the pearl and not just the shell outside. He has that pearl in a shell for it to develop into a beautiful jewel. When others see me, what they see is the shell. They see a cripple, without a mind or with a limited mind. It is often beyond their thinking that there is a pearl developing. What is interesting to me, either knowingly or unknowingly, they think that I am not able to see past their unwillingness to see the pearl. We must get past the shell on the outside to see that pearl on the inside. This scripture can help:
[1 Peter 1: 17] And if you call on the Father, who without partiality judges according to each one’s work, conduct yourselves throughout the time of your sojourning here in fear.
As we live this principle, the ones who were willing to get past the shell see how God has thus far been developing the pearl inside. That shell means nothing to God but that pearl means Eternal Life to God.
In the end these two scriptures will be established in our lives:
[Deut. 10: 17] “For the LORD your God is God of gods and LORD of lords, the great God, mighty and awesome, who shows no partiality nor takes a bribe.
[Acts 10: 34] Then Peter opened his mouth and said: “In truth I perceive that God shows no partiality.”
It takes a person who is applying God’s Mighty and Awesome Spirit to reach this.
As Ps. 121: 2 says, My help comes from the LORD, Who made heaven and earth. And Ps 124: 8, says, Our help is in the name of the LORD, Who made heaven and earth. It appears to me that it is difficult for able-bodied persons to come to grip with this concept. I probably come across to others that I am very independent. It is not as much as being independent as it is I trained my body to function a certain way to do the task at hand. If there is a need for help, I would ask, or, receive help when offered. God wants us to come to the realization that we can do nothing without Him. Some interesting scriptures referring to Christ:
[John 9: 33] “If this Man were not from God, He could do nothing.” Jesus Himself even said, in John 5: 19] Then Jesus answered and said to them, “Most assuredly, I say to you, the Son can do nothing of Himself, but what He sees the Father do; for whatever He does, the Son also does in like manner.” John 8: 28] Then Jesus said to them, “When you lift up the Son of Man, then you will know that I am He, and that I do nothing of Myself; but as My Father taught Me, I speak these things.
As the words of Jesus explain, He was taught by the Father and He put into motion what the Father gave Him. Why do we perceive ourselves better than our Elder Brother?
We cannot even die unless it is the Father’s will. Think about it with Christ’s words in Matt. 26: 39] He went a little farther and fell on His face, and prayed, saying, “O My Father, if it is possible, let this cup pass from Me, nevertheless, not as I will, but as You will.”, Mark 14: 36] And He said, “Abba, Father, all things are possible for You. Take this cup away from Me, nevertheless, not what I will, but what You will.” Luke 22: 42] …, saying, “Father, if it is Your will, remove this cup from Me, nevertheless, not My will, but Yours, be done.”
The Father determines our death so why do we fight when it comes to how we should live? The carnal mind is against God, Rom. 8: 7] Because the carnal mind is enmity against God; for it is not subject to the law of God, nor indeed can be. Rom. 8: 6] For to be carnally minded is death, but to be spiritually minded is life and peace. Which means that the spiritual mind submits to God for it becomes a process however long that it may take to reverse the carnal mind set into the spiritual mind set.
This disability to me is a way of life because it has been this way since birth. Therefore, I can relate to how God wants us to be living His Way of Life. When we are called it is into a totally different way of life, which at the start is hard to comprehend. This scripture is brought to our minds to begin the process. John 14: 6] Jesus said to him, “I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through Me.”
The Father wants us to incorporate His Way into every aspect of our lives so that we will not know any other way. Would it not be an honor to read this about us, Acts 18: 25-26] This man had been instructed in the way of the Lord; and being fervent in spirit, he spoke and taught accurately the things of the Lord, though he knew only the baptism of John. So he began to speak boldly in the synagogue. When Aquila and Priscilla heard him, they took him aside and explained to him the way of God more accurately. Instead of it being second nature to us it becomes first nature to us. We automatically are living His Way without giving it a second thought not knowing any other way just like I am with the disability. Which is more important to God, physical or spiritual healing? Think about this question, keeping in mind the body decays and the spirit go back to God.
In the Old Testament there is description of people hearing, seeing and leaping which is physical healing. Is. 35: 5-6] Then the eyes of the blind shall be opened, and the ears of the deaf shall be unstopped. Then the lame shall leap like a deer, and the tongue of the dump shall sing. For waters shall burst forth in the wilderness, and streams in the desert. As in the New Testaments when someone sees they are receiving the Truth, when they hear they understand the Truth. Here in John 8: 32] “And you shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free.” Once that we begin to understand the Truth we realize the blessing that was given to us from God. Due to the fact there is no longer spiritual blindness and deafness.
As Matt. 13: 16-17] “Blessed are your eyes for they see, and your ears for they hear, “for assuredly, I say to you that many prophets and righteous men desired to see what you see, and did not see it, and to hear what you hear, and did not hear it. In agreement is Luke 10: 23-24] And He turned to His disciples and said privately, “Blessed are the eyes which see the things you see; “for I tell you that many prophets and kings have desired to see what you see, and have not seen it, and to hear what you hear, and have not heard it.” The latter is precious to God because it interrupts Spiritual healing. Our minds and not bodies are being healed for the greatest gift of all—Eternal Life.
Some have assumed that I accept the disability, when I mention that I do not accept it; instead I cope with it. There is an indentation that when something or a situation is accepted it will not change.
I know the disability will change, if God decides to heal me before death, if not, at the resurrection. In, Eccl. 3: 3, we are comforted with these words, and a time to heal; mom not using this verse, taught me, (she was not in God’s church) that God could heal you any time but you died disabled God decided not to.
As far as the Word of God is concerned, that is what I accept. It does not change. We are told in Heb. 13: 8] Jesus Christ is the same yesterday, today, and forever. Heb. 1: 12] …, But You are same, and Your years will not fail.” While we gain knowledge and understanding this is what Jesus Christ is doing with us as the first of Heb. 1: 12 shows, Like a cloak You will fold them up, and they will be changed. … When others want me to be healed, I am not that concerned about being healed. I use the disability as a spiritual learning device, it is a tool. Most important God has known for several years that I use it for a learning tool.
Most importantly, God has known for several years that I use it for a learning tool. I am not ready to let go of this tool there is many more lessons to learn spiritually. The next time you see a disabled person do not limit yourself or that person; most of all God. Believe me, when God calls a disabled person He does not limit that person spiritually. Instead, think on these things. I hope this will help you see them as God sees them. In addition, I hope you will learn from these parallels as I have.
Kathleen Downs
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